Come rain, no shine.

It's been a while,
i have forgotten to smile.
it's been a while,
that i have lived a lie.

I was tired and uninspired,
not trusting myself.

It was gone,
not long after you've gone.
Darkness over my head,
still following me everywhere.
It causes rain in my eyes,
blocking my view,
and floods in my heart...

Where do I go from here?